I can't believe that we have finally met face to face. After 13 months, I looked directly into your eyes and saw your bright and beautiful smile. I was in your arms, and your lips were on mine. How I miss you.
I never thought that our friendship would come to this. Who could see me falling for you? Maybe if I had known, I would have ran screaming the other way. It's what I should have done but I couldn't know then just how much you would come to mean to me.
Maybe I should still run, and make sure that I pick the safer choice. Maybe... so many maybe questions hanging in my mind. Am I making a mistake? Could we have a future? Are you going to be stable? Passion always fades, so really, how important is it in the long run?
It's not just passion I feel for you. It's everything. It's wanting to be there for you. Wanting to be that light you once called me at the end of your dark tunnel. I want to show you how much I can love you and in return be loved by you. You are so easy to love even if the circumstances are harder than anything I could have imagined. Somehow though, my heart tells me that you are worth it.
I've made so many mistakes and I don't want to make any more. I'm scared of all the mistakes I have made. I hope you aren't another one. I have eternal hope that things will work out the way they are meant to work out and that it means some sort of future with you.
I love you endlessly and I may be a fool for doing so but let me be a fool then. I miss you. I miss your kisses, your hugs, your beautiful brown eyes looking at me.
Until we can be together again, you are always in my thoughts.
Your Jenny
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